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Monday, April 21 @ 6:18 PM

THURSDAE(17/04) : Headed fer skOOl ard 7.30 plus tOdae. Went tuhh buy
p8 1st dhen msg BABYY tuhh apOlOgise. FERGIVE MIE AYE BABYY ?? Dhen
iply HUSAINI's msg. Ears stuffed wit' tOse sOft headed earpiece.
COOL&&LOUDD music blastingg in my ears as awaes. Reached skOOl, headed
fer class straight dhen chill. YT msg dhen wanted tuhh head fer de
canteen wen SHAHIRA reached class. Waited a sec fer her dhen headed
tuhh canteen dOwn tOgether. TOld YT nOt gg mit her && GFS dhen wen tuhh
chill wit' de RUBINI, DHIVYA, MANGALAM, CASANDRA && SHAHIRA. Chatted
abit dhen prOceed tuhh de hawl tuhh assemble. Saw my ENEMY(she HATE MIE).
Her skirt gOt stain lurhr ! TOld her dhen she was lykk, "CRIUZ?". Y
wuld ie wanna LIE tuhh eui ?? UUURRRGGGGHHH !? Dhen she asked her frend
tuhh fOllOw her gO tOilet. Ur'e realliea LUCKYY ie care. IF NOT, nObOdy
tell eui abOut de stain aye. Eui nOe hOw ur frends r lykk. They'll make
a deal Out Of it as if they wan de WHOLE WERLD tuhh nOe abOut eui. Learn
tuhh LURV peOp eventhOugh eui HATE them. Assemble insyd hawl dhen GFS
&& mie was askingg each Other wadd we wearingg. hOhO. Q veryy de BUSTED !
Ie asked her b4 assemble, wadd she wearingg dhen she sae she wearingg
CLOTHING ?? L A M E ryt ?? LOL :)))) Ask her again dhen she sae she gg wear
BIKINI ?? C R A P lurh she ! huhu. Dhen SARDIN sae he gg de cOncert. LAST
MINUTE. He gg wit' IRNEYY. HOpe dunch mit hym ekh. PLEASE ! PLEASE ! PLEASE !
*WISHING STILL* Blablabla..... Reached class && it was maths lessOn nOw.
gOt backk my test paper. De GENIUS gOt 4/15. IE CLEVER WADD. CORRECT ???
THNK EUI ! THNK EUI ! MUAAH ! MUUAAHH ! LOLS :)))) EEZA MMG TAKK TAU MALU
Okea ?? haha. MRS SHOBHA went thru awl de cOrrectiOns fer de WHOLE PERIOD.
GOOd lOr. NO MATHS SUM ! WOOHOO ! hhehe. MID-YEAR CUMING SOON. hahha. PEF
ish next. Practised && trained wit' SHAHIRA fer de vOlleyball tests. Ie
pass Oniea One sia. SLOW SIAL EEZA !! But wen practisingg wit' SHAHIRA, ie
criuzlyy cann dO it sia. But SHAHIRA still nids LOADS Of practise. Nermind
nermind. Ie'll still b ur partner aye babe ? Next iah mOther tOngue. MAIA
asked if ie gOt c her DANNY PHANTOM 'er nOt. Ie sae nO lar. Dhen cann c
she abit disappOinted. SOrriee aye MAIA ? Just hOpe dhat One dae, he'll c
eui as de LURV Of hys hartx. As usual, laugh lykk hell wit' SUFFEE &&
TALKTALKTALK wit' hym. Sit bsyd HISYAM fer awhile cus gOtta cOpy sumtynk
frem de Overhead prOjectOr dhen ie fergOt bring my SPECS. hOhO. STM lurh
MIE ! haha. Dhen HISYAM asked mie abOut EILEEN && stuff. Ie just ans
raftlyy dhen walk awae quicklyy. Dhen he sae, "ELEH ! NAKK SECRET SECRET
NGN KU KONON". haha. RRRRRRRIIIINNNNGGGGG !!! RECEESSSS LURH EKHHH !!!!!
hahha. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~! FAFA DAR PIERCE LAR EKH ! FAFA DARLINGG
PAITAO KWN SEI !! Ie was lykk, "FAFA paitaO frend sia. Sae wan pierce
tOgether duringg JUNE HOLS". Dhen LI YIE sae, " SHE WAN TUHH PIERCE 1ST
SO SHE NOE PAIN OR NOT DHEN TELL EUI CUS SHE DUNCH WANN EUI TUHH LYKK
FEEL DE PAIN LOR". Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww !! FAFA DARLINGG sweet
lurhr sgt sgt. Sayaank FAFA DARLINGG lurh ekh :D Ate wit' GFS plus FAFA
DARLINGG, LI YIE, ERNEST && hys frend. Chatty chat. IT next but MS
AISYAH was awae attendingg a cOurse. FREE RPERIOD lOr. haha. weeeeee~!
English next && was a FREE PERIOD tOO. ZEE hadd tuhh gO fer TONITE's
cOncert sOO he gOtter gO Off early. hhehe. CE was quite FUNNFUNN tOO.
We did a ROLEPLAY. YT, SLYVIA && CHEN YING skipped class cus wann gO
hOme earlier BUT EEZA DIDN'T OKEHH ?! C ! Ie tOld eui ie was A GGOD
GURL. EEZA OSO NOT AHLIAN OKEHH ?? Oniea AHLIAN skipp class. LOLS :))))
Ie hadd tuhh b in de ROLEPLAY && ie was sOO STIFF sei. Dhen awl de gurls
lOOk at mie && dhen laugh. H AHA ! Ie didn't nOe wadd tuhh sae le. CannOt
make upp ani lines tuhh sae wen i'm feeling sOO gOddamn NERVOUS. GAGAP !
hOhO. Dhen went tuhh de canteen afta class tuhh buy SUSHIS && headed fer
hOme wit' SHAHIRA. Reached hOme && mOmmy wasn't in. Oniea AMIRA . Dhen
went straight tuhh bed till 3 pluss. GOt a msg frem BABYY dhen msg
SYLVIA tOO. Bathe && gOt readyy fer de CONCERT mann. Was abOut tuhh gO
Out wen BABYY kOl mie. haha. AKU TERPERANJAT SIAL ! Picked upp de phOne
dhen chatty chat wit' BABYY. Dhen hys anak sdare suddenlyy put dOwn de
phOne. BABYY tOld mie. haha. CUTIE lurhr ! Dhen headed tuhh nOrthpOint
tuhh mit SYLVIA, CHEN YING && JORINE. She was lOOkingg sOO GORGEOUS.
Was taken aback fer de mOment wen saw RICHARD tere talking tuhh SYLVIA.
Reached tere dhen skali de RICHARD sae, "ALAMAK ! EUI OSO PAIKIA SIA
OUTSYD. SORIEE LE AHLIAN". hOhO. SIAO ! CHEN YING came && ie was stunned
wen ie saw her Okehh. She lOOk lykk a tOtal GROWN UPP lurh ekh wear tOse
KOREAN OUTFIT. SOO MUCHE COOL !!!!! Went tuhh hav Our dinner at FOODCOURT
while waitingg fer JORINE. Went tuhh de tOilet tuhh dO a TOUCH UPP. hhehe.
JUNIORS was lykk staring at mie && SYLVIA awl de wae whispering Out tOse
LAME kOmpliments Of theirs in which they r scared tuhh sae Out lOudd &&
by dhen shOwingg their STOOPIDD INNOCENT FACE. They talked in CHINESE
abOut us. As in ie dunch nOe wadd they're saeing. STOOPIDD FCUKING
JEALOUS BITCHES ! JORINE came dhen they went Out. SYLVIA tOld JORINE
abOut them dhen JORINE went Out dhen sae, "KAN SEMO KAN LE". haha.
THNKS BABE ! Headed tuhh de mrt statiOn && mit YT wit' twO Of her Other
frends. TOOk train && they was sOO NOISY isyd de train. BUT IE HADD
FUNNFUNN eui nOe. Being wit' them. Ie m MYSELF, ie m MIE :) BLABLABLA...
By de tym we reached de SNGAPORE CONFRENCE HAWL, it was getting dark aldy.
LOADS OF PEOP WAS TERE AGES B4 US. We came in && bcame de CEENTER OF
ATTRACTION. Chill dOwnstairs dhen went upp tuhh take a peek lOr. Hang Out
Outsyde Of de hawl fer awhile dhen they tOOk sum pics. Dhen suddenly
gOt a grOup Of guys shOuted MINAHREP. Ie turned dhen they SMYLE. haha.
Dhey sae ie lOOk diff frem skOOl. haha. ZARINA said de same ting. KAK
SHIKIN tOO. && sum Others dhat ie dunch nOe. Dhey nOe mie le. huhu.
Okea lOr. haha. COncert hawl was suche a COOL PLACE de lar. BLABLABLA...
De cOncert was quite INTERESTINGG urh but hate it wen de MUSIC intterupts
de DRAMA Okehh. It ain't nyce ! Heh. BREAK TYM ! Went tuhh de tOilet fer
a secOnd TOUCH UPP. haha. HUSAINI saw mie at de vanding machine dhen neva
sae anitynk tuhh mie sei. RABAK !! Act as if neva c mie sei hym !!
APADAHH !! Went backk insyd de cOncert hawl && fOund Out dhat anOther grp
Of stOOpidd peOp tOOk mie && GFS place. JIALAT ! We nO chOice hav tuhh
separate lOr. Mie wit' JORINE. CHEN YING wit' SYLVIA. Yt wit' her twO
frends. Afta de cOncert ended, we were de 1st few peOp whu went Out. They
hadd a UBBER HARDD tym deciding where tuhh gO tuhh hav Our supper. MUSLIHA
invited mie tuhh gO esp wit' 'em awl. SOriee babe ie gg wit' my gfs fer
supper. *ISMIL, EEZA TAKK SEXAAY OKEHH ?! && JAKIL, MESTILURH PAKAIAN KU
MCM MINAHREP. KAU NIEE MREPEK LURHR* Went tuhh chinatOwn instead Of
geylang. Ordered a WANTON NOODLE SET && fOund Out dhat it was PORK.
CHIBYE ! SIALAN ! KAU PEIH WARNING PEIH SIAL ! ALAMAK ! Cus ie dunch
wann tuh waste CHEN YING's mOneyy, just eat de nOOdle lar. BINGET ! MAD !
BABYY ask mie wadd ie eat just nOw dhen ie suddenlyy went ,admadmad at hym.
Ie was madmadmad at hym fer nO reasOn. I'm realliea sOriee BABYY. SOriee
sayaank ie mara eui tanpe sebab. I'm realliea sOriee BABYY ?? Haix. But ie
didn't eat muche Of it OsO. They undastOOd sOO didn't sae a single werd.
SYLVIA father sent mie, CHEN YING && JORINE hOme in hys taxi hOr. Ie sae
cann just drOp mie Off at yishun. GFS undastOOd ie needed a tym Out wit'
myself. THNKS FER BEING SOO UNDASTANDING WIT' MIE GFS. LOVEEUI GURLS
LOADS <3 Just listen hardd tuhh de music lyrics in my in my ears thru
my brain while my hartx was burning lykk hell. IE WAS DAMN NGRY WIT'
MYSELF. Ie dunch realliea undastand y. Ie used tuhh wan tuhh b a FREE
TYNKER but ie guess ie was wrOng abOut it. Ie dunch even realliea nOe my
TRUE SELF. IE HATE MIE, NOW ! At dis mOment. REALLIEA HATE MYSLEF. Didn't
even slepp well. Deddie asked where ie've been. Answered hym SHORT && SWIT
dhen went straught insyd my rOOm b4 ie thrOw my anger Out at aniOne else
wen they hav dOne absOlutelyy nutynkk wrOng. Threw my beg && tOp awae &&
slammed my bOdy tuhh de mattress. COvered myself wit' my FAV BLANKET dhen
squeezed my eyes sOO tight. Txt BABYY && HUSAINI dhen threw my hp awae.
IE HATE EVARYTYNK NOW OKEHH ?? DUNCH DISTURB MIE NOW. I'm nOt mie nOw.
SOO, just LAY OFF ! STILL M NGRY WIT' MYSLEF TILL NOW......YT txt mie
apOlOgizing as she feels dhat she kinda ignOred us just nOw. it's Okealar
LOVES. My eyes clOsed wit' a tiny weeny tear passing dOwn my cheek. I'M
DISSAPOINTED WIT' EUI, EEZA. My hartx said dhat. Ie m DISSAPOINTED IN
MYSLEF. ^^IE MISS EUI, GRANDMA. MISS EUI SOO MUCHE. IE REALLIEA WISH HARDD
DHAT UR'E HERE WIT' MIE NOW SOO DHAT IE CULD SAHRE WAT'S IN M HARTX RYT
NOW. IE DUNCH HAV ANIONE DHAT I'M KONFIDENT ENOUGH TUHH SHARE TIS WIT'.
IE TRUST EUI ALOT && EUI HAV AWAES BEEN BY MY SYDE NO MATTER WADD HAPPENS.
NOW DHAT U'RE GONE, PEOP JUST CUM BY PASSING BY IN MY LYF && DHEN GG AWAE
LYKK NOBODY'S BUSSINESS. IE FEEL SADD AT TYMS BUT EUI DUNCH NOE CUS EUI
AREN'T HERE BYSD MIE NO MORE. EUI LEFT MIE WITHOUT A WERD. IE SOO HATE EUI !
OMG !!!! IE LURV EUI ! HOW CULD EUI DO TIS TUHH MIE ?? ily...ily...ily...
imu...imu...imu....imu....imu....imu....IE WANT EUI BACKK SOO BADLYY.......
PLEASE ATLEAST SEND MY HARTX A MSG SAEING EUI HAV SENT SUM1 DOWN HERE IN
REPLACE OF EUI EVENTHOUGH IT'S IMPOSSOBLE....ily...ily....ily.....imu......