Promised maself tuhh let go of hym but in d end ,
still iplying hys mxges . Still mxgaging hym dhat
nyt . Still wishes hym good mawnin . Still tinkin
of hym . Still cares if hys angry wit mie fer wadd
ii've said dhat nyt . He said ILY tuhh mie . He
aint mean a ting he said . Do eu HUSAINI ? Eu take
mie fer granted . Eu dunch app mie . Eu sae ILY just
tuhh cool mie down cus eu noe ii was goddamn upset
wit eu dhat nyt . &eu yaself proved mie ryt Husaini .
Ytd aftanoon , wen eu online . Ie started a convo
wit eu . But hey ! Awl eu said was , NOPE , IE GTG
DO MY STUFFS . Haies . Y did eu ever nter my lyfe
wen awl eu ever wanted was tuhh fcukk off frem it ?
Just b truthful tuhh mie Husaini . Just tell mie
dhat eu dunch wann US tuhh b friends anm . Just tell
mie dhat ure sick && tired of mie . Just tell mie eu
hav hadd enuf of mie . Just tell mie eu hate mie .
Just tell mie dhat eu dunch wanna mie tuhh bother eu
no more . Just tell mie dhat eu dunch nid mie no
more . Just tell mie eu hate mie being concerned fer
eu Husiani . Just tell mie tuhh FCUK OFF frem ya
lyfe . Just tell mie Husiani . Dhat eu aint nid mie
no more . Eu aint wanna us tuhh b friends no more .
Stopp giving mie false hope as tuhh tynk dhat eu'll
realliee change backk one dae . Stopp cheering mie
upp wen awl eu ever wanna was tuhh c mie down . Stopp
saeing ILY wen eu dunch even mean it . Cus it hurts .
It hurts noeing dhat a guyy dhat ii've once put soo
muche hope && trust on , just wants mie outta hys
lyfe . Now dhat ii nid hym soo muche . Wen eu c mie .
Eu act as if eu dunch . Whu m ii tuhh eu now Husaini ?
A doll ? A playtoy ? A ting wich dunch consist of any
element called FEELINGS ? Wadd husaini ? WADD ?! Eu
mite as well just throw mie awae now dhat ure hurting
mie lyke tis eh . Ie treated eu as if eu werent a
stranger tuhh mie wen we ferst knew each other . Eu
were DIFFERENT dhen Husaini . Eu joked ard wit mie .
Eu made mie smile && ferget my worries . Eu made mie
laugh evaritym we r txting each other . Eu made mie
happy . Eu cheered mie upp . Eu made mie feel as if
d werld aint matter tuhh mie wen ure standin ryt tere
bside mie . Eu made fawl in lurve wit eu . Soo diply
in lurve wit eu until ii culndt bear tuhh c eu change
soo fast infront of my eyes . Eu just grew out of it
awl . Just lyke dhat . Eu neglect mie . Eu stopp crackin
jokes wit mie . Eu stopped being tere fer mie wen ii
nided a frend . Eu iply my mxges as if eu were forced
to . Eu treated mie as if we aint noe each other at awl .
:( Awl ii ever did was tuhh lurve eu husaini . Evaritym
ii ask eu wadd hav ii done till ure lyke tis . Eu wuld
just ans , NTH . MANER ADER . TKD PAPER . BUSY NAN
KERJE SKOLAH . PNAT . TRG BOLA . Yeah husaini . Ie
stopped lurving eu since dhen cus it aint gonna matter
no more wuld it ? Ie tot dhat ure a diff guyy wen we
just got tuhh noe each other thru friendster dhat dae .
Dhat eu were sweet . Eu were a caring guyy . Eu culd b
lurving person dhat is meant tuhh b treasured . &wen
reality cums && strike mie upp , ii realised nth dhat
ii hav ever dreamed or thought of was TRUE enuf . It
was awl a DREAM . A dream wich ii hav been awakened of .
Yeah husaini . Tis lurve of myne wich was meant fer a
special sum1 lyke EU was oniea felt by mie ALONE . Ie
didnt noe dhat ii clapped one hand wen a clap wuld oniea
exist wen two hands mit . Ie didnt noe dhat eu werent
willing tuhh share tose hands wit mie . It hurts now
dhat ii've lost another BESTIE odf myne . Eu noe . Ie
labelled ur name as HUSAINILURVE in my phone contact .
But it wuldnt make any difference wuld it husaini ? It
wuldnt make eu wanna cumm backk . Cumm backk tuhh ya
old self just fer sum1 whu realliee misses eu soo muche .
MISSES D OLD EU . MISSES TOSE TYMS WE SPENT TOGETHER EH .
THRU MSGES . MSN . FRIENDSTER . Eu hadd mie bby . &now
eu've lost mie . Ie didnt hav d hartx tuhh let go of eu
till wen tese people came into my life && made it
worthwile . Just lyke how EU USED TUHH . Mirul , Azaad ,
Titi , Faa , Azhar . Tese people made mie feel as if eu
were still tere wit mie , by my side . Willing tuhh chg
cus eu noe ii miss eu soo muche . IE MISS EU BESTIE .
Ie just do . Now dhat eu've decided tuhh b tis wae . Ie
culdnt sae anitink more . Nth . Cus now . Tuhh eu . EEZA
aint gonna matter no more in ya lyfe . Cus shys just sum1
eu met in lyfe . Cus eu noe dhat LOOSING EEZA AINT GONNA
MATTER . Cus nth does . Ily husaini . Yeah . &imu . Ie
SWEAR ii wunch disturb eu no more . Ie wunch msg eu again .
Nort even view eu thru friendster . But eu'll awaes b in
MY HARTX . Cus ure nort just SUM1 IE MET . Ure more dhan
dhat . Eu WAS my LURVE . Please do take caree of ureself .
Please do contact mie if eu nid anitink . Ie wuld b gladd
tuhh help eu my friend . Cus it aint matter dhat eu've hurt
mie tis once . Ie'll still b tere fer eu . Cus dhats wadd
tose meaningful people hav taught mie tuhh b . Ie m whu ii
am husaini . &if eu tynk dhat ii aint good enuf tuhh b app .
Dhen soo b it . Please do rmbr dhat IE'LL AWAES B HERE FER
EU . LET TOSE ANGELS TAKE CAREE OF EU . OHH ! Please do .
Goodbye my lurve . :(
