Yeah. last nyt was AWESOME. INCREDIBLE. SUPERBB. DE
MOST HEPPIEST NYT OF MY LIFE. haix. we didin't werk
aye adham. we cOunldn't. eui made mie cry maself
tuhh sleep even after my dear BELOVES hav made mie
smyle befOre dhat adham. EUI MADE MIE HATE EUI.
EUI MADE MIE TYNK ABOUT EVARIE SINGLE WERD EUI SAID.
adham, awl ie ever needed was fer eui tuhh TRUST
MIE. ie nOe eui didn't trust mie frem de ferst dae
we were tOgether. RMBRB D FERST FYT WE HADD ON OUR
FERST NYT TOGETHER ? ie Ought eui'll rmbr cus it
was eui whu startedd it. ITS AWAES EUI. IE AWAES
HAV. eui feel sumtynks NOT RYT dhen im de One tuhh
geddit. IE DIDNT CARE CUS URE MY GUYY ADHAM. ie
lOve de wae eui tell mie wadds it dhats making
eui UNHAPPY but ie didnt expect it tuhh turn Out
tis wae adham. eui BADTALK mie tuhh eida&&acted as
if evariee single werd eui said was true wen its
NOT. ie nOe wadd ie did wrOnk&&dhat was tuhh tynk
dhat URE ONE IN A MILLION ie tOld eui de samesame
ting didnt ie ? IT SHOWS HOW WRONK IE WAS.
eui&&evaribOdiee was HEPPI dhat we were a
cOuple&&wantedd US TUHH LASTS LONGG. but ie just
cant gO On wit dese relatiOnship wit ur BULLSHIT
ATTITUDE. IE CANT STAND EUI DAMN IT !! IE JUST
CANT !!! EUI BLAME MIE FER TINGS DHAT IE HAV NOT
DONE. eui didnt trust mie. eui never did. nOt
even a tiny bit. &&wadd did eui tell eida ? eui
tOld her dhat eui hav given mie TOO MUCHE TRUST ?
wadd de fcuking hell were eui tynking wen eui
said dhat adham ?? eui tynk dhat its TRUE ?!
HELL NO ADHAM ! EVEN EIDA DIDNT BELIEVE EUI
ADHAM ! SHE DIDNT ! eui said tuhh her dhat eui
pissed wit mie bcus ie LIED tuhh eui&&dhat ie
awaes make excuses wenh we were suppOsed tuhh
mit&&dhat ure JEALOUS dhat eida&&akam awaes mit.
HELLO ADHAM ! im in de middle Of my exams periOd
arent ie ? eui nOe it dunch eui ? ure just
trynna pissed mie Off by finding trOuble wit
mie lar. Eui Once said dhat my frends&&educatiOn
was muchemuche impt tuhh mie ryt ? synce we're
NOTYNK TUHH EACH OTHER NOW, IMMA
B ABSOLUTELY FRANK WIT YA. yeah. THEY DO MEAN
MORE TUHH MIE DHAN EUI. MY FRENDS WAS BY MY
SIDE WAE BEFORE EUI WAS. MY EDUCATION DETERMINES
MY FUTURE. NOT EUI. c wadd hav happened tuhh us
NOW. im gladd dhat ie ended YTD cus ie felt as if
dhat was d absOlute PERFECT TIMING. ure gg tuhh
ns sOOn&&ure TRUST aint gg nO whr adham. niee
baru braper weeks takk umpe. lau eui masOk
ns&&berbulan-bulan kyter takk umpe. mcm manerr
plakk cyternyer adham ? imma take my N er O
next year. ie dunch nOe yet. but if awl dese
were tuhh happen dhen, ie'll
realliee HATE EUI FER AWL MY LYF ADHAM. cus
ie nOe it'll affect mie sOO muche. ie did. BUT
IM LUCKY ITS ONIEA MY MYE. eui didnt even
stOOp&&Once tynk fer mie. tynk abOut mie. tynk
Of mie. did eui adham ? eui said dhat teres tis
SUMTYNK dhat eui tOld mie abOut last nite. but
dunch eui tynk its tOO late ? eui apOlogised.
ITS TOTALIEE TOO LATE TUHH APOLOGISE ADHAM.
YEAH ADHAM. IE DO LOVE EUI. but as ie've said.
eventhOugh ie lOve eui wit awl my hartx, teres
nO wae m ie gOnna b afraid dhat imma lOOse eui
One fine dae cus ie was aldy preparedd fer awl
dese adham. eui prepared mie by Opening my
eyes wen we hadd dhat secOnd fyt. ie knew awl
tese was cuming&&sO ie didnt tell eui. im nOt
trynna sae dhat im PSYKIK er wadd but it awl
lies in d hartx lurhr adham eui used tuhh b
sOO undastanding&&sweet&&stuffs. but eui
changed tOO quicklyy dhat ie dunch even hav
tym tuhh get maself readyy fer it. eui shuld
hav tOld mie abOut dhat ting synce
d ferst dae adham. its a family secret.
yeah adham. ie nOe. but im ur GF adham.
URE GF ! NOBODY ELSE ! Ohh ! ie fergOt. eui
didnt even TRUST MIE dhen. URGH !
sigh.............adham. im sOriee dhat ie hav
tuhh dO awl tese. ure still sOO stucked upp in
ur past dhat eui hav nOt mOve On&&learn tuhh
trust Others,. eui dunch app peOp ard eui adham.
eui dunch app wadd dhey hav dOne fer eui. &&
dhats y eui kip getting hartxbreaks adham. TRY
TUHH CLEAN YASELF UPP WILL YA ? dunch expect mie
tuhh kip On spOOnfeed eui wen ure
actually a 17 year Old guyy gg On 18 tuhh ns
sOOn. PLEASE ADHAM PLEASE. WAKE UPP. OPEN UR EYES.
OPEN UR HARTX. B STRONG. MOVE ON. DUNCH B STUCK UPP.
LEARN TUHH TRUST. LEARN TUHH LOVE IN A NYCER
WAE. LEARN TUHH APP. LEARN FREM URE PAST MISTAKES.
SLOW DOWN A LIL. REACH UPP HIGH. TAKE ONE STEPP AT
A TYM. ie tOt dhat by being wit
eui&&staeing by ur syde, ie'll b able tuhh help
eui mOve On. but ie was wrOnk adham. im realliee
utterlyy
dissapOinted&&madmad&&upset&&hartxbrOken&&gg crazee&&hurt
frem awl dese adham. please c. stOpp
blaming mie&&dunch blame yaself either. im
just sum1 whu hav passed by ur lyfshOp tuhh teach eui
a meaningful lessOn in lyf, in a realtiOnship.
ie'll b gOne fer ur LOVE, LUST, LIES sumdae adham.
&&Oniea dhen, will eui realise dhat wadd ie hav
dOne is fer eui my lOve. fer eui. TURN AWAE CUS URE
JUST AWFUL TUHH C TUHH MY HARTX ADHAM. ie fell fer
ure lies. awl ie hav ever wanted was de TRUST
in eui. NOT LAST NYT ADHAM. but wae lOngg tym
agO. ages agO adham. synce DHEN adham. NEVER NOW.
NOW IS TOO LATE ADHAM. its just tOO late fer eui
tuhh realise&&fer mie tuhh turn backk On my werds&&de
decisiOn dhat ie hav made tuhh maself. awl dhat hav
cumm Out Of ur mOuth are TOTAL BULLSHIT adham.
MPTY PROMISES THEY WERE. SWEETALKS. tuhh melt my hartx
werent they ? awl EUI ever needed tuhh dO was
TAKE MY HAND&&MOVE ON WIT MIE. ie kept reaching
Out but eui wuldnt take it. ie pleaded&&pleaded but
eui didnt care. we hadd fyts, tiffs. but dhats cOmmOn
in relatiOnships arent they ? haix adham. its awl
enOugh. wadd ie've said. it aint gOnna chg nOtynk
bOi. ABSOLUTELY NOTYNK. ie aint gOnna prOmise eui
nOtynk. ABSOLUTELY NOTYNK. awl dhat eui've dOne tuhh
mie ish tOO mcuhe fer mie tuhh take in tuhh
mie&&in Order tuhh let it fade awae, ie must c eui
nO mOre. ie must NOT ever hear Of eui. let mie b
a star in d sky wishing eui awl d best in ure evariee
mOves in lyf. nO adham ie HATE eui adham. let tese
werds pierce intO ur hartx&&let eui hate mie tOO.
cus ie realiee wanna eui b heppi&&mOve On in lyf.
get a taste Of lyf mOre. ur present, ur FUTURE.
awl de tings dhat add upp tuhh tese adham. ie
prOmise ie wunch bOther eui nO mOre. wen eui txt
mie, ie will iply. but secretlyy in de silence.
wen eui miss mie. ie willl miss eui tOO.
but secretlyy in my hartx. im sOriee adham but
ie cant never face eui nO mOre. eui've hurt
miee tOO mcuhe dhat even an apOlOdy wunch make
it as gOOd as new. nOtynk will. de wOund dhat
eui've createdd will awaes stae in my hartx. ie
lOve eui but eui made miee, US, tis wae.
eui shuld hav app miee, US, yaself, OUR LOVE.
eui shuldnt hav taken mie fer grantedd. eui shuldnt
hav LIED. eui shuldnt hav BADTALK MIE. ur werds dhen
hurt mie sOO muche nOw. sOriee adham but im gOne frem
ur lyf fer gOOd. imma chg my link sOOn&&ie'll delete
eui Off my frendster. ie'll block eui in my msn&&ie'll
silent eui thru my hp. IE HAV TUHH DO TESE FER EUI&&FER
MIE ADHAM. befOre eui nOe it,eui'll get Over mie.
eui'll b as quick as new. but rmbr adham, evariee mxg
eui sent miee will b read&&nOtified. && wen de tym cums
fer mie tuhh ans backk, ie will. ie'll awaes b here fer
eui adham. awaes. wen ie can help eui, ie will. but eui'll
nOt c mie. wen eui nid mie, ie will b tere fer eui. but
it'll nOt b miee in persOn adham. ie just dunch hav de
hartx tuhh lOOk intO ur eyes nO mOre. tis ish wadd
eui get fer breaking a gurl's hartx wen awl it ever
did was tuhh LOVE EUI.
