♥ іммα ρяоvє то єυ ∂нαтт ім бтя ∂нαп qαqαq ∂нєпп іє ωіℓ ѕноω єυ ωнα∂∂ αпαq ∂єянαqє яєℓі мєαпѕ •
♥ Nnd yeaa . Thnq q mus fer bein dhere t0 listen t0 mai pr0blem . Ie juxt culdnt qip it in mie anyy l0nger . Thnq q fer bein patient wit mie . Eu dunn0e dhatt ie've bin a badd ferend behind eu . Ie m0uthed ab0wt eu as ie haf sum unheppi tings b0ttled upp insyd mie ab0wt eu . Ie m0uthed eu t0 maniee pe0p uh bt im trulie s0rryy as ie culdnt juxt qip it t0 maiself . Ie t0ld Q ab0wt it awl nnd eu can asq her whadd ie wasnt heppi wit eu . Bt dhatt was .. . haix . Ie reli didnt mean t0 . Ie ap0l0gise
0nce again . Nnd ie wanne thnq q again fer bein dhere fer mie thru it awl . Especialie juxt nau . THNQ Q TWINNIE(:
♥ Thnq q fer d c0mpliment made uh qae Angelene . Ie was gladd dhatt eu made d eff0rt t0t0q t0 mie nnd stuffs . Hha . Bein mai LAB PARTNER . Thnq q yaww . Nnd ie n0rt saddsadd er anth luh babe . Juxt dhatt ie d0nte quite n0e eu awl dhenn ie d0nte usualie t0q t0 pe0p whum ie d0nte quite n0e . Afraid eu awl myt tynq ie extra er sumth . Hha . Bt gimmie m0re tym uh qae . Ie wil s00n get used t0 eu awl . Thnq q 0nce again ya . Nyce chattin wit eu 0n msn juxt a wyle ag0w .
♥ B0ifren . Im s0wiee uh qae bt ie juxt d0nte sim t0 wanne cntct eu at thaa m0ment uh eyh . Eu was awaes here t0 cheer mie upp . Eu qnew it wenn im saddsadd er havin pr0blems byy d wae im mxgin bt ie d0nte sim t0 tynq eu care anm . C0mplicati0n uh eyh . Juxt dhatt . Ie miss eu . D 0LD eu . Nnd ie wish fer hym t0 cumm baqq . Eu used t0 undastand mie s0w wel . Pamper mie . Made mie smylw nnd laugh w/0 anyy fail each dae wenn we're mxgin . Bt ie d0nte sim t0 haf dhatt filin anm . Yeaa . Ie juxt d0nte . Thnq q fer changin til eur lyqe tis nau . Ie h0pe eur heppi ab0wt it .
♥ Mather nnd father . Ie juxt d0nte sim t0 bee wantin t0 c0l eu dhatt ryt nau . Cus im damn disapp0inted nnd pissed 0wf wit d b0th 0wf eu . Especialie M . Ie came baqq h0mie late juxt fer tw0 daes nnd eu made a bigg fuss ab0wt it lyqe ie did smth darn st00pidd ? Idts . Whadd im tynqin is dhatt eu juxt pileh qaseh . Ie n0e ie failed . Ie n0e ie retained . Ie n0e ie've neva g0tten anyy bursary er award . Ie n0e ie m a tr0uble maqer . Ie n0e dhatt qaqaq is btr 0wf dhann mie bt wth . Whu d hel m ie t0 eu ? Eu used t0 sae dhatt ie wasnt eur anaq wenn ie was lil . Eu said dhatt m a e b sum0ne else t00q eur bbygal nnd ie was n0rt eurs . Hurts . Eu dunn0e hau muche it hurts . Weneva ie tynq 0wf it . Mai hartx breaqs . Ie wanted t0 chg bt taqes tym d0esnt it ? Eu dunn0e hau difficult it is fer mie cus eur n0rt mie . Ie wanted d part tym j0b juxt s0w ie culd help 0wt in 0wr fam's expenses . Bt weneva dhatt fcuqin superviser cancelled er made mie werq 0t . Whye d00 eu haf t0 maqe sucha bigg fuss ab0wt it ? Wenn qaqaq was at werq nnd came h0mie late . Eu said . QSIANN QAQAQ . =/ Whye did eu nnd F even made a pr0mise t0 mai I0 dhatt eu'll neber repeat d samesame mistaqe again ? Eu b0th d0nte realise dhatt eu arr w0rst dhann bfr . Ie used c0mp fer mai squ werq dhenn t0 cheqc mai fs nnd blgged abitbait dhenn eu maqe al0tal0t n0ise ? Dhenn qaqaq ? She read c0mic lyqe d wh0le nyt til late mawnin . Eu didnt even sae anth t0 her . Eu juxt qept quiet . Wenn qaqaq hang 0wt wit her ferends dhenn came h0mie late . Eu didnt sc0ld her . Wenn she maqi infr0nt 0wt EU even . Did eu tel her 0wf ?! N00 RYT ?! Whu d hel m ie t0 eu M F ? If reli im n0rt eur anaq dhenn sae it strait t0 mai face uh qae . Ie tel eu . Ie can fynd anthr h0mie . Serieslie . D0nte d0ubt 0n wahdd ie can nnd cann0rt d00 . Eu wanne c hau nnd whadd ANAQ DERHAQE reli is ? Ie wil sh0w it t0 eu b0th . Sumdae . Sumtym . Sumtym s00n . S00N ENUF . Juxt eu wait . Nnd wenn d dae cumms wenn eu read mai bl0ggie . D0nte sae ie didnt bring tis upp t0 eu b0th . Eu as parents 0ught t0 bee FAIR . FAIR . FAIR . D0nte even tynq eu b0th n0e whadd dhatt werd reli means ha . Wateva .
