Wednesday, March 25 @ 6:59 PM

Thnqs Shy . Fr accompanying me at bf this morning . Nnd thnqs fr hearing me out aagain . Appreciate sgtsgt (:
Mai too . Thnqs fr accompanying me at bf today . Sch seemed to end earlier than ever . Like ii feel that th time ii
spend in sch is short this three days . Maybe its because ii really study ? That's gotta be cool . Now ii know whye
clever people donte complain about th long sch hours nnd th fact that they didnt find sch as bored as th rest of
us whom are slacking nnd stuffs when we're in sch . So . Yeah . ii love sch (: Im having a feeling that ii wonte
enjoy hols as muche as ii enjoy sch this days . This year . Maybe its because of myy classmates ? Th teachers ?
Myy studies ? Myy grades ? Who knows imma make it through to sec four ned of this year (: Really hopes so . ii
feel more well prepared now . A lil . Nnd more experienced of course . In doing nnd completing nnd asnwering
questions in class nnd myy homworks . In short . Im satisfied with myy sch lifr right now . Except fr that im
still being told constantly by teachers around that myy hair is blonde =.=" ii know laa . Myy hair what . Tell me
stuiffs that ii know aldy fr what ? Heh . Faizal told me to get th edges trimmed by tomorrow . Bt . Idts . Nonono !
No ey no ey . No way . ii wonte . Eventhough th bet with Ika is over . Cause we betted on smth nnd ii told her if ii
win then th fifty bucks bet is over . Nnd ya . As youu can see . ii've won th bet so im free ! (: Hoho . We're kinda
figthing again aren't we . ii donte know laa kay . Ya . Im not ever gonna show youu myy sadness again unless
if ii cante control it then there's no option is there ? Nnd not too muche stuffs anyway . Ya . Myy trust fr youu .
Its like . There's veh lil left . ii donte know when youu'll read all this posts bt . ii just donte know laa kay . ii
really donte know what had happened to th AMIRUL ii once knew . Myy anger is not yet calmed nnd youu made
it come back . All of it . Sadness . All of it . Blom abes . Youu just keep on making it come back . Now ii really
donte know if imma give youu myy complete trust again . Chances . Lots have been given nnd im still giving
it to youu . Right now . Right this moment . ii just feel that sometimes . Especially this days . Your really
taking me fr granted . Everything else seems to be falling apart youu know . It used to be then ii met youu . Its
like youu really did change myy whole world . Then now what ? Hopeless laa kay . Seriously hopeless . ii am
NVR gonna be th same towards youu after tonight . That's a promise im making . Today . Right at this moment .
Ya . ii wonte tell youu most of myy stuffs no more . No more sulking nnd waiting fr youu to console me . No
more staying up late just so ii can mxg youu . No more mxging youu in sch . No more laa kay . No more . Then
youu'll see nnd feel th hurt . Then youu'll know how bad it feels kay . Im not trying to hurt youu on purpose bt
its just th only way to really communicate with youu . Take care .