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Monday, May 11 @ 12:44 AM

So yeah . Life has indeed been veh veh busy lately . Trying to impress family, boyf, friends nnd teachers whom didnt even matter at all in th veh first place . To show to them that ii can do well in myy studies despite being th way ii am . To prove to them that theres more to me that they have ever seen . Nnd yeah, ii can say that ii did pretty well in myy past papers that ii have sat for since wednesday . Atleast ii tried myy best eventhough ii know that ii can do better than that . Eventhough ii know it wasnt good enough, imma decide th rest by maself, myy own way . ii really dont know whye ii just blew myy top off at youu in msn yesterday night izmil . ii guess ii just wanted youu to know how much ii have been missing youu since youu left us nnd acted as if we didnt matter, we were nothing in your eyes . Was just upset with youu cause ii freaking miss youu so much . Yes ii really do . SMIQA . Imma drop that name until SMIQ settles this shit okay . Sont find me until then . Thanks for doing me this favour . It doesnt really matter to me if imma loose youu guyys or not . Atleast ii know ii did myy part by speaking up nnd breaking th wall nnd silence that have been going on between youu four . If im nothing, if what ii have done is nothing in your eyes, then imma say that im not th slightest bit hurt . Im just doing what ii think is right cause ii miss SMIQA alot . Th rest is really up to th four of youu . Nnd to youu . Im sorrey for changing but ii dont know if ii still want us . ii miss th Amirul that used to be myy bestfriend . Not th Amirul now . Yes . Youu tried but im tired of waiting nnd believing that youu have tried your best . ii fell that ii cant hold on to this anymore . Im tired . Tired of putting on a smile everyday of myy life as if nothing is wrong between us when myy heart is literally aching insdie me . Sucks to think that ii once thought youu have pieced this broken pieces together when youu literally broke it . But ii guess ii was wrong . Again nnd again . It wouldnt change anything would it ? Me telling youu this . Its not th first but its gonna be th last . Thanks for trying myy patience for youu . Thanks for finally making me realise that youu will neh change back . Im tired of S0RREYS, making upps, confessions, chances, getting mad, crying, sleppless nights, worries, heartbreaks . Most of all, im tired of pretending im happy . Cause im not nnd neh will . We'll neh be th same . Neh . Thanks supergal for being there to entertain myy crap . Thanks a milion .