ii really miss youu . Yes . Alot . Since th day ii got to know that youu existed, ii just couldn't stop thinking about youu . There was once something between us, something ii thought that was special . But that was only once upon a time . ii really do miss youu badly . Youu have changed alot . But myy love for youu haven't, not th slightest bit . ii dare to swear . But when ii looked at youu nnd her, your pictures with her, ii can't say or do anything much . But just to keep those tears from falling . ii admit that ii have put false hopes on all those guys when ii know ii want youu, only youu . ii know that youu don't look or love me th way ii do, for youu . ii just wish ii'm her . ii wish that you're mine . ii wish that youu will be mine someday . Nnd then ii promise to stop hurting those guys feelings by being a hypocrite . But it doesn't mean that ii will move on with life . It doesn't mean that ii will put youu at th most back part of myy brain or myy heart . It doesn't mean that ii will soon get over youu . No . ii have tried, but to no avail .
Apis, ii wish that ii'm her . ii wish that you're mine . That's myy one nnd only wish, for now,
forever .
