; a note fhor dhat smeone .
FERSTLIE , ii realli didn't mind ue nhort spending tym w me , cos honestlie , it gav me sme room tuhh breathe in by myyself . && ii hv nvr evr once complained abt ue wrking too hard tuhh earn mney , cos it's nhort lyk it's nhort normal tuhh me .
SECONDLIE , wen ii needed dhe mney , at dhat point owf tym , ue juxt started wrking . Sow leave eur pay owt owf dhis whole matter oke .
THERDLIE , ue shuld hv juxt told me dhat ue cante ask frm dhem tuhh help me wen ii asked ue over dhe phne ryt ? even if ue told me dhe truth dhat is , eur parents are tight in cash , ii wuld've understood , dhun ue tynk ? whadd ? am ii dhat unreasonable until ue tynk dhat ii cante even undrstnd eur situation ?
FOURTHLIE , yubbyubb . ue was shocked dhat ii stole eur wallet dhe othr tym ryt ? bt rmbr ahr , ii told ue shortlie aftr dhat didn't ii ? andd yahr , it's true dhat ii said dhat ii didn't whanne lend ue anyy owf myy jeans , cos ii fynd it troublesme , realli troublesme . wen dhere cmes a dhae whr ii hv tuhh wear it or whanne wear it andd it's nhort w me . bt hv ue evr tynk dhat ue are nhort dhe onlie one ii told
dhat tuhh ? tuhh ol owf dhem whum hv been borrowing myy stuffs . ii made it clear tuhh dhem too oke ? sow dhun trynna put it as if ii made ue as an exception . if ue whanne sae ii hurt ue juxt by nhort wanting tuhh lend ue myy jeans animree , dhen ii shuld apologise ryt ? i'm sorrieee dhen , dhat ii hurt ue juxt by saying dhat .
LASTLIE , it's oke . ue hv dhe ryt tuhh ask abt it olso kann . synce it's eur tings dhat ii didn't take care owf . ii wil payy ue forty bucks in total . fhor heineken andd green tee . synce both owf dhem are w zu nau . ii wil get dhe mney asap , sow ii wil text ue wen ii hv gawt dhe mney . synce ue nd it badlie , ii wil juxt postpone othr's loans fhor nau . andd it's oke . it wasn't a promise , it was juxt merely a promise . if ii hadn't texted ue dhat dhae , dhat convo wuldn't hv happened . juxt lyke myy post andd ytd nyt's convo .
ii realli hv nutynk else tuhh sae tuhh ue . mayb , in ten years tym , wen ii look bck at our situation ryt nau , ii wil sae " hau dumb culd ii hv been tuhh nhort frgive ue fhor a small mistake dhat ue hv made ." bt fhor nau , ol ii hv tuhh sae tuhh ue is dhat , alot owf tings hv changed durinq dhis few mths andd ii hv started tuhh appreciate othr peop mree . whadd ii am hving w dhem may nvr be as precious tuhh me as whadd we once had , bt dhey hv potential . cos nau , dhese peop are myy
evrith . ii cnnt sae dhat dhey are btr dhan ue nor cann ii sae dhat ue are btr dhan dhem . ue wuldn't undrstnd it anywys . eur laxt mxg tuhh me ytd nyt . ii nvr gav an ans owf a yes nor a no . sow it's nhort myy fault as tuhh hau tings wil end upp ltr on .
yes , sisters du frgive each othr noh matter whadd . ii guess i'm nvr eur sister , synce myy hart cante seem tuhh frgive ue juxt fhor dhis small mistake dhat ue hv made . tuhh ue , it mayb small , bt ue wil nvr undrstnd hau bigg it was tuhh me . && sisters dhun wait until dhey are given an 'awakening slap' tuhh sit dwn andd settle tings nicelie andd properlie . ue shuld kno btr as tuhh whadd i'm trying tuhh sae
here oke .
UE WISH I KNEW WHADD UE'RE GOIN THRU ? hv ue evr thot owf wishing dhat ue told me dhe whole truth andd nhort wait fhor myy post aftr two mths ? nhape kauu tknk wish akuhh ny seseorang ygg tarq munasabah ? dhen , ue ue wil hv dhe ryts tuhh WISH I KNEW WHADD UE'RE GOIN THRU .
ue wanted me tuhh read eur bloggehh ryt ? smeone persuaded me tuhh du juxt dhat andd ii did it . andd yes , it did help , alott . thnqs fhor posting it andd thnqs fhor evrith , upp until two mths agow .
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